taraaaahhh!!!
its been quite a few days.. or weeks, for that matter. my peaceful days of slacking of has come to its end and am currently in the middle of the hectic last 2 weeks before mid-term assesments. It will definitely mess with my mind, yesterday was a very good example of that.
've spent the night talking on the phone til the point i didnt know what i was saying anymore.. had prolly said some pretty stupid and unnecessary things that i can barely remember, actually. not good. not to be repeated in the future.
my brains defunct in times like these. am not happy cuz i get really stupid. stupid in every sense of the stupid word.
skarang ini gue lagi iri dan salut sama org2 yg self motivated. yg kekeuh jemekeuh. yg memegang prinsip no-matter-what. karena hal2 ini yg gue rasa menghilang dari diri gue . i thought i had those things permanently built-in, kartu2 truf paling strong yg siap tempur klo permainan udah mulai ngaco. or maybe iv over-used it, sehingga efeknya ilang? rasanya nggak juga. yg jelas gue yg dulu akan menertawakan dan mencibir diri gue yg skarang. oh if only i could meet these two ppl up.
emotions get in my way to being realistic. i dont like this. but i will figure out my way eventho its kinda new.
posted by ishtar @ 3/08/2005 03:08:00 PM
1 Comments:
hmmm... dont lose your sense of reality cause i can honestly say that if it wasnt for you, i'd prolly be institutionalized by now! *lol* ... well, maybe for now, it's a temporary role switching....hohoho....
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